Minggu, 26 Februari 2012

Don't You Remember - Adele

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?



Minggu, 12 Februari 2012

nobody knows the real me

Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times i've sat in my room and cried, how many times i've lost hope, how many times i've been let down. Nobody knows how many times i've had to hold back the tears, how many times i've felt like i'm about to snap but don't just for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever i'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody knows me

I got it from my friend's tumblr account because I felt those wordsreally reflect my life in the past and may in the present

Selasa, 08 November 2011

"diamku"

diamku..
itu bukan sikap acuhku
itu juga bukan keinginanku
tapi..
itu adalah caraku menenangkan pikiranku
itu adalah caraku mengingat semua lukisan-lukisan mimpi di kala tidurku
itu juga adalah caraku menghapus semua kenangan burukku


dalam diamku
aku menemukan setitik cahaya dalam kegelapan
aku menemukan jalan pulang dari mimpi-mimpiku menuju dunia nyata
dan aku juga menemukan kehidupan yang baru


diam ini sangat lama
bisa sangat lama
sehingga kau akan bosan menunggunya
dan maaf ketika diamku mengganggumu
karna diam adalah kekasih terbaik buatku
sebelum engkau datang didalam kehidupanku..



Kamis, 29 September 2011

abnormal

pikiranku mulai bermain - main dan mengacaukan semua akal sehatku
itu kesenangannya ketika hatiku mulai merasakan sesuatu yang aneh
aku sangat tidak suka ketika hal ini terjadi
aku sangat tidak suka ketika aku tidak tau harus berbuat apa
dan ketika ini terjadi aku hanya bisa terdiam
menunggu hati dan pikiranku kembali normal...